Was gchatting with a homegirl today, she asked how I was feeling or something to that effect. I responded that I was just so-so and kinda grumpy. She said she thought I seemed cheerful and better today. Then I said something that to me was kinda deep, “the keyboard covers a multitude of sins.” Like I said, it seemed deep to me at the moment, lol. If nothing else it made me giggle and feel better for a second.
is just shit I haven’t done yet
and probably won’t
maybe i was born
self loathingly persistent
and here I sit
in my alleged prime
just a number
where i can only be divided by myself evenly
seem to only leave remainders of dashed dreams
and futile hoping
leaving me living all alone
in this crowded space.
depression has a strange sense of humor that way.
except i’m not laughing.